
Georgia
The worst happened to Jenny. She fell in love with her option, Benny.
Updated: Sep 15, 2021
Jenny was a girl
Who wanted everything
Without doing anything.
Playing mind games
And endless spider webs
Gave boys and girls just enough to stay
While she always acted in a parallel play.
When she met the handsome Benny
She wanted all the benefits of a relationship
Without any commitment, rules, or anything
“Just sex is all I want”, she told to herself
While Benny was hearing all that she said.
“Wrong move, babe”
Benny said to himself
"It won’t be long until you beg
This game is different
Than the one you play."
“I want it when I want it”
She told to her friend
A spider with a mask
Who poured a lot of shit
Ideas and opinions
In her beautiful head.
The spider, oh, that spider
It didn’t care for unstable Jenny
As she naively thought
It cared for the two
To never be together
Not because of Jenny
But because... guess what!
It wanted Benny.
“Eh… it’s just Benny”
A second-hand man
I play on his emotions
He does what I want
Without even needing
To give him a fuck.
The spider pushed Jenny
To stop hiding when she cheated Benny
It knew that kind of betrayal
Will break his heart
And he will never forget.
A thing that surely worked
The way that it wanted
To free himself from Jenny.
Jenny was living in a senseless carpe diem mode
Because it didn’t matter if it’s true or false
Illusions did not bother her as long as they felt real
She fucked with whoever looked shiny enough
Passional and rational, but never emotional
So, STDs were on her regular checklists.
When she first made love to her option Benny
Intrigued he did not fall fast enough for her
Jenny’s addiction to pain fell out in the cold
So she switched back to the lovers mode
Said eveything needed and did what she knew
As much as it was necessary
For Benny to say
"Hey, babe,
I am in love with you”.
Exactly at that moment, Jenny redrew
Closed off and left Benny alone
In pain like no other
Out in the cold.
For the months to follow
She stayed closed to him
Inhaling the poisoned air of the pain
His open wounds were releasing
Again, again, again and again.
Each time he tried to heal his wounds
She put another knife into his back
To keep the pain alive,
Her power and control
Over her option Benny
Until his very end.
The spider was watching from distance
Was laughing loud and had a lot of fun
Seeing smaller and smaller Jenny
Falling to its black magic and charms
And breaking off from Benny.
Benny saw it in the air
“Wrong move, spider”
It may be Jenny blind
But it won’t take long
Till you’ll feel my pain.
Addict Jenny to pain, drugs, and sex
Didn’t care if Benny doesn’t survive
The damages she creates.
Benny played dead
To make Jenny leave
So he can heal.
He made a promise to heavens
“Help me get over this betrayal
Without poisoning my heart
And I’ll love crazy Jenny
Until she wakes the fuck up.”
Heavens helped Benny
To get over Jenny
But one night it asked
“She is waking up, now what, Benny?”
“That’s not my business, heavens
That’s between you and Jenny”
That moment
The sword of Benny’s love
Cut Jenny’s chest
And opened her heart
Something that left Jenny breathless
For more than a month.
"Cry baby, cry
You need to feel this
No one fucks with love
There are consequences."
Jenny couldn't stop crying
And genuinely felt sorry
She knew in her heart
She really lost Benny.
"I’m sorry
I truly am
Can you take me back?
The worst happened to me
I fell in love with you
And I love you, Benny."
"Who are you darling?
Who are you talking to?
I am sorry sweatheart.
I can’t hear you."