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The worst happened to Jenny. She fell in love with her option, Benny.

Updated: Sep 15, 2021

Jenny was a girl

Who wanted everything

Without doing anything.

Playing mind games

And endless spider webs

Gave boys and girls just enough to stay

While she always acted in a parallel play.

When she met the handsome Benny

She wanted all the benefits of a relationship

Without any commitment, rules, or anything

“Just sex is all I want”, she told to herself

While Benny was hearing all that she said.

“Wrong move, babe”

Benny said to himself

"It won’t be long until you beg

This game is different

Than the one you play."

“I want it when I want it”

She told to her friend

A spider with a mask

Who poured a lot of shit

Ideas and opinions

In her beautiful head.

The spider, oh, that spider

It didn’t care for unstable Jenny

As she naively thought

It cared for the two

To never be together

Not because of Jenny

But because... guess what!

It wanted Benny.

“Eh… it’s just Benny”

A second-hand man

I play on his emotions

He does what I want

Without even needing

To give him a fuck.

The spider pushed Jenny

To stop hiding when she cheated Benny

It knew that kind of betrayal

Will break his heart

And he will never forget.

A thing that surely worked

The way that it wanted

To free himself from Jenny.

Jenny was living in a senseless carpe diem mode

Because it didn’t matter if it’s true or false

Illusions did not bother her as long as they felt real

She fucked with whoever looked shiny enough

Passional and rational, but never emotional

So, STDs were on her regular checklists.

When she first made love to her option Benny

Intrigued he did not fall fast enough for her

Jenny’s addiction to pain fell out in the cold

So she switched back to the lovers mode

Said eveything needed and did what she knew

As much as it was necessary

For Benny to say

"Hey, babe,

I am in love with you”.

Exactly at that moment, Jenny redrew

Closed off and left Benny alone

In pain like no other

Out in the cold.

For the months to follow

She stayed closed to him

Inhaling the poisoned air of the pain

His open wounds were releasing

Again, again, again and again.

Each time he tried to heal his wounds

She put another knife into his back

To keep the pain alive,

Her power and control

Over her option Benny

Until his very end.

The spider was watching from distance

Was laughing loud and had a lot of fun

Seeing smaller and smaller Jenny

Falling to its black magic and charms

And breaking off from Benny.

Benny saw it in the air

“Wrong move, spider”

It may be Jenny blind

But it won’t take long

Till you’ll feel my pain.

Addict Jenny to pain, drugs, and sex

Didn’t care if Benny doesn’t survive

The damages she creates.

Benny played dead

To make Jenny leave

So he can heal.

He made a promise to heavens

“Help me get over this betrayal

Without poisoning my heart

And I’ll love crazy Jenny

Until she wakes the fuck up.”

Heavens helped Benny

To get over Jenny

But one night it asked

“She is waking up, now what, Benny?”

“That’s not my business, heavens

That’s between you and Jenny”

That moment

The sword of Benny’s love

Cut Jenny’s chest

And opened her heart

Something that left Jenny breathless

For more than a month.

"Cry baby, cry

You need to feel this

No one fucks with love

There are consequences."

Jenny couldn't stop crying

And genuinely felt sorry

She knew in her heart

She really lost Benny.

"I’m sorry

I truly am

Can you take me back?

The worst happened to me

I fell in love with you

And I love you, Benny."

"Who are you darling?

Who are you talking to?

I am sorry sweatheart.

I can’t hear you."

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